For Krishnamurti this did not happen, as his mind did not function in
a complete way. There was a Gap or Gaps. It would have been a Cognition
gap or added to this a Sensation gap as well.
If there
is a Cognition Gap, then the correct Memory would not arise and is not
compared with the Cognition, as there was no Cognition, to Think
(Perceive) correctly. When an erroneous thinking happens, one would
somehow feel it and, it would generate Fear, insecurity, doubt, etc.,
instead of the Awareness of the object. This was what was happening to
Krishnamurti.
Without being able to overcome the
situation, Krishnamurti waited for so long, and in one day something
strange happened to him. Added to this gap in his Fragmented mind,
another gap started to take place, for the first time and henceforth
from time to time. The new Gap is the Thinking itself, a 'Thinking Gap'.
Since the 'Thinking' became absent, there was no fear, doubt,
insecurity generated by the thinking. And the 'Absence of Thinking', as a
gap in the mind, therefore, resulted in an Awareness. Awareness of
What? An Awareness of 'Thoughtlessness'.
But
Krishnamurti came to a wrong conclusion. That is, by one being Aware of
the fear, insecurity, doubt, etc., then that Awareness would help to
give rise to the 'Thoughtlessness' in him, he concluded. Which is a
wrong judgment by Krishnamurti. Why?
'Thoughtlessness'
had arisen in him due to the new gap in his mind, increasing the
Fragmentation as well. The New Gap being the 'Thinking Gap'. Where now
he cant even think, even if he tries. This situation is well explained
by Krishnamurti himself, in his Diary and in many other places. But at
this situation, after experiencing the 'Thoughtlessness', Krishnamurti
becomes Aware of the 'Thoughtlessness', but puts the Awareness before
the 'Thoughtlessness' and concludes that the reason for the
'Thoughtlessness' as the Awareness, i.e. Awareness of fear, doubt,
insecurity, etc.
Krishnamurti, from this experience,
assumed that all are having Fragmented Minds, and they therefore fear,
doubt, feel insecure, etc., and erroneously suggests to them to be Aware
of these states and to experience the Thoughtlessness, which may happen
only if one is without having any expectation, to experience the
'Thoughtlessness'. Therefore, the 'Thoughtlessness' as the Unknown, as
the Truth, does not have a Path, he concludes. It should happen if One
is 'Aware' of one's Fear, insecurity, doubt, etc. But when one is in
Fear, insecurity, doubt, etc., then mind cannot become Aware of them,
but instead would become Attentive to them constantly observing them, in
perpetuation, increasing the Fear, insecurity, doubt, etc.
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